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I still cant believe Agnes got first in her schs X-country!Its like Damn!Dint noe girls wud have so much stamina...I guess tennis chicks really do need alot of stamina man...On top of all tat shes really hot wth a really hot body!Damn tis tennis people!

Mum forced me to cut my hair today cause she said tat i looked like a "Beatle" whenever i got up from my sleep...I was like "Mum its de hols already man!Give my hair a break!" n she started her talk of how i must go back to sch everyday n tat teachers will see me n all tat...So i got it cut..Its neater now but shit la...The hairdresser was new n she cut off my growing beard!Thot hols so i cud let my facial hair grow but no she had to cut it off!Feel so clean-shaven!

Gonna have brekkie wth Rachel tmr!Kaya toast pls!But i got Maths class aft tat!Hopefully soccer after all of tat!ciao

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Went on a shopping trip recently...Had some xtra cash which was meant for u baby but oh well...So i needed slippers n a wallet cause my old one broke...So headed down to Wisma wth Ashley(shopping buddy!) to search for my stuff...Saw this damn nice Quiksilver silppers which was damn happening!Bought it for $21...After tat we went to Heeren to check the nice pretty wallets..!This is where i became a girl...There was this damn bloody nice Ripcurl which i so so wanted!So i got it...Cost me a bomb but its nice la so screw it...$72..If my mummy finds out im dead...After all that plus loads of laughter,we went down to Peni to see soccer boots...Wanted the new T50 Adidas one as seen on Tv but decided to go for de cheaper one..Nike Tiampo as worn by Maldini,Pirlo n Van Nistelrooy..Tats a defender,midfielder n attacker respectively so definitely the boots for me!Imagine all tat cash i was saving it up for tat someone...Gosh why dint i spend ealrier....Boots costed me $110

Hmm seems like the Season Finale of most shows are over...Sergio Mora won de Contender,Liverpool won the Champions League,Carrie Underwood won American Idol n Kelly won The Apprentice..........Well done people!

Okay ive got school as per normal but the only difference is that i get to sleep in abit longer cause classes start at about 9 to 10am....Stupid Art teacher making us stay till 4pm everyday...Kk man gotta start studying...Had about 4lectures by various ppl on my excellent showing for "mid-years"...Fine study hard now n i get to go Bali,London n Canada as promised by my Godma n if she says so she will definitely keep to her word!K gotta go do something...Ciao!

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I think my school frens have really been dere for me...Been having loads of fun with them ard...Lazy to type so i copy from Nicholas wad we did...!Went out wth Gaby n de rest after mass on Sat..Went to Seoul Garden for Gaby's bday celebration..After that went to nash's house to meet up with the boys to watch ARSENAL AND MAN UNITED!F.A Cup Final! Walau the outcome didn't do justice to MAN U la really! they played so damn well!! ronaldo really gave his lungs worth of running man!! it was fantastic.. running like a stallion!! walau... damn wasted la. The match finished at 1 so we all stayed over at nash's place which was damn cool cause we watched the texas chainsaw massacre! bloody hell it was bloody as hell man and incredibly shocking! i really really liked it but it also damn scary.Later on we chilled at the attic level of the house talking like as if it was some girl slumber party although it was damn funny considering that we needed to have these few times together cause this could be the last year that we all would be free enough to hang out like this cause nxt yr we're all gonna split to diff schools.Thats damn sad but inevitable really...

Ryans place near Newton dere has been our 2nd home..Its like we've been dere almost everyday...We get to do everything dere plus look at all de hot chicks passing by...Everyone wud agree wth me on tat..

Got my new com n im treating it like my new toy!Been playing with it n all...Soon i wud scan my pics so i can put it on frenster!Yay!Okie i really do miss u...If u know who u are...Kk gotta go...ciao!

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Ok tis is wat i wud say to myself...

Dear Brendon,
What the hell are u doing to yourself?Dont be an idiot by holding on cause u know its over..Yes u may still think dere is hope but dont lie to yourself...You may have been used but forget bout it even if it tears u inside out..People may pretend to have forgotten wat they said but its very clear for everyone to see..You are a total mess right now n u gotta start picking yourself up..Its hard when one is so emotionally n physically attached but people change n u shd..So stop feeling fucked up n do something about it...U have great frens who really stand by u thru thick n thin..Soccer is dere for u to feel happy about...I guess it jus takes time(months) to forget about everything tat u both have gone thru....Forget about all the lies..It was always a case of giving n never receiving..

I feel like im pregnant..Feeling so many emotions....I dont noe why im talking about all tis but i guess its natural?Ok i need to talk to my Boohoo soon...Ciao

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Okay so its been 3days since she said the stuff which tore me into pieces..The 3reasons really hit me so much...Im totally distraught n dishearted since i sincerely cared alot...I think its de first time tat a girl has broken my heart till like tat...n when your angry u tend to let your true emotion n feelings out...So i will jus listen to watever u said to me okay....

On a much brighter note!Yesterday my family went to de Garden Hotel to have our Mother's Day celebration..Yes its a week late but it wud be less crowded..Food was yummy yummy!After tat we all went our different ways..Parents went out for a walk while my sisters went out shoppin wth my aunt..Me went to Ijtp to play soccer..A gd thing bout it is tat the field still has grass unlike st pats field which is pratically "botak" because everyone in st pats is football crazy..Anyways we had a fun time playing cum training for our games next week..It felt good...

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K so tis past 2days have really shown me wat true frenship means....Didnt have sch on Friday so i met Derek first before heading to Sam's hse to have our "End-of-de-mid-year" celebrations...Of course soccer was played n everyone had fun...I guess for us guys playing soccer was a way of showing each other we cared about one another....Aft tat dere was an incident at the train station...All i have to say is it was nice to see all of us helping each other out...

Today was prob de most wicked day in a long time...Scooted over to town at 12 to meet Ryan,Nash,Derek n Rory to catch a movie...BLoody hell $9.50 for a movie...Killers..So anyways Kingdom of Heaven was de last show ive wanted to ever catch but in de end it was pretty nice...So i wud tink it was money well spent...After tat we all went down to Ryan's place to play his Xbox before heading down to his church...Nic pat met us at Ryans hse...At 5 30 we all made our way down to St Ignatius...Fucking comedy of errors la de church but it was really beautiful...For dinner we went to some chinese rest. wth Ryan n his family..We got our own table n tat gave us de freedom to do crap..Jokes were coming at every 2mins n we really couldnt control it so we jus laughed like hell...Everyone was looking at us but we jus wanted to have fun...We den made our way to town to jus chill n relax...We talked about everything from girls to nagging mums..Once agn laughter filled de entire place..We left on our own ways aft tat n here im now...The rain is very heavy..

Ok so the lesson i learnt is tat true frens are dere for u always...Even if deres someone who wud say some very fucking hurting stuff,your true frens wud be dere to support n protect u..The two days have really made me see tis n im truly blessed...K its 11 57pm...time to go watch tv..Tata

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Ah exams are over...But it doesnt even feel like it was even started cause i slacked alot...Kk June hols i gonna study like a mad fuck...

After soccer yesterday as i was walking back wth nick pat,we started talking bout life after sec sch....He, obviously being the smart one, wants to get into Cj...But we were talking bout the cut-off point n all but wth your tennis its possible la...Its nice talking to u always aight nick...

Im totally going to get it from my mum cause my results are gonna be soo damn bad...Wah tis sucks man but its all my fault so i gotta accept it...

Right now i really need tat special loving touch from that special someone who knows me well enuff...But unfortunately she isnt giving me anything...Sigh

Okay Nic tay calling me to play pool now...Crazy-ass bugger! but since ive got no sch tmr,i will be a fool n play wth him...Night!

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You hurt me big time....Enough said...

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It has come to my attention that my frenster pics are kinda old.....So yes yes very soon i shall take some updated pics n put it up....

So yea my mid-years are ALMOST over...Just got one or two subjects left..Oh ya u noe de ij girl who ive seen 3times in de bus?Well i saw her at Sakae...I was going to Swensens(which is next to it) n dere she was!Ha!Was talking to my Sp den she was like "bren forever girls la!" I love u n miss u too
SP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I want to Waste space.

Okay i wud like to take tis chance to say tat my beloved boohoo jamie n I are really really evil people....Hope it works aight!

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Mid-years started on mon n i sure as hell wasnt prepared for shit...Fuck man its like im damn lazy to start..But tats all gonna change when June comes!Cause ive made a time-table of my studying!I SERIOUSLY need help....

Okay so Thurs i had no paper..The fellas decided to come over to TP to play soccer...So after their Geog paper they made their way down to my place...Went to our usual football court n totally whip mat ass!I was on form la...Fuck im trying to be like Steven Gerrard...n its working!Okay so after all tat i went wth Nicholas for mass at Risen Christ...Saw tat Eleazer n Julie dere n after mass i went dinner wth em...Haha found out some funny shit...Came back n did some last min studying for History....Friday came n i think i nail tat mafucking paper!Wah i wud cry if i dont get an A man....Okay next week all the paper i surely screw up one so heck care....

Sorry for de vulgarities but im seriously piss wth someone.....Okay will blog soon when i get my thoughts back,..,

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After mass on Sat i went to meet Derek to have some "bestfren" time...Went to makan,bowl n play some pool before meeting Jamie to give her her bday gift....I did pretty ok rite?Well i think i did a fantastic job on her gifts....Okay so anyways came back at ard 11plus n went to bed....

Went shopping today!Seriously man i didnt have de mood to go out but i heck i still went out...Shopped at Great world n managed to get a few stuff here n dere....Oh ya i met a star today!U know Jeff Wang?The chinese actor?Well so i was at tis big shop n he was dere too...I was sitting down cause its mostly de girls shopping aint it?So he came wth his girlfren?wife? who so happened to have a tattoo man...Wah gangster...So anyways he looked like de typical male out shopping wth girls(bored.tired.)Anyways i was next to him sitting on de chair wen his gf came n started asking if she looked gd in tis n tat...wah damn funny to see him liar man...Ok so my convo wth him.....

Me: They shop alot dont they....?Sigh.......

Jeff:(typical chinese accent)Yea loh...Everyshop they pass also must go in..Tiring boy!

Me:(Laughing) Ah girls will be girls la...

Eh my 3mins of Fame pls!So after tat we went to Ikea first n den to dinner...Ate at some Jap restaurant at de Esplanade....Damn tired man....Okay Man U match gonna start soon....ciao

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