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I cant stand it anymore...I need my soccer...Its been 3weeks since i last i played n its killing me...Hopefully tis Friday we wud all head down to tp to have a game...Oh well all de best!

Ok tats all for today....Bye

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Alright firstly i wanna say thank you to everyone who wished n showed me loads of love yesterday...So thank you very much yea...

So ive decided to attend my schs "Home-Coming Dinner" next week...At first i dint want to go but since its like my last year i might as well experience all tis stuff..It helps wen most of my frens are going too...Its $50 per tix but ah ya jus pay only la...So Agnes im coming so u beta come too ok!If ya bro doesnt want to go den u jus come n bring a fren along aight...Hmm something to look forward to i guess....

Okay my studies will have to pick up from now on...10more weeks till prelims!So Jamie we beta start wat we were planning soon k!

This all goes to show tat wat i said was true.."Thanks" for remembering my bday was yesterday...Time for a jog..Ciao

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There are things that are really bothering me and i tink i have to let it out cause i dont want to turn 17 feeling like tis anymore....Wat im about to say may hurt u but think about me alright?

It all started 2yrs ago when we sorta became frens at the camp..We talked abit here n dere but nothing really happened...After that we clicked n began talking during theX'mas period...We wud talk till de wee hours of the morning n it was really nice meeting a new fren..Soon we became close and wud meet up atleast 4times a week for lunch after school...I guess lunch was our way of showing each other we cared...talking to u made me feel at ease. problems were gone for that moment..Naturally we grew closer n i started having feelings for you but not de lovers kind..You always said i was "action-ing" tat i was popular but it was so nice to have a quiet girl who werent like de rest...I always felt tat it was so much beta tis way...Tat morning i guess we expressed our love?I always admired you for de morals u had never giving in to temptation...I really thought tat tis thing we shared bonded us together..n so last year we were very close doing things together..Everynite we wud talk non-stop...Without fail tis wud happen..You slowly became my best fren..Whenever u had a prb i was dere..Everytime u were hurt i was dere to comfort you...O's n N's were coming n it was so nice jus havin a gd fren to support me..Of course yours was de more impt one n i nv did stop showering u wth encouragements..You were a part of me n my life but things slowly changed...Now ya into a higher institution wth new frens dere to make..By all means do it but u slowly stopped talking to me once u got into it...I thot u were busy n so i gave it a few days for u to settle down..After 2weeks i wondered y u hadnt said a word..I was so hurt n distraught..I mean it was like such a new thing for me to adapt to...How can u go from talking to a person EVERY nite to jus shutting de person out of your life?Of course on de rare moments i got a reply from u,u told me tat u dint forget me..Oh yea i can see it so clearly...Well wat im trying to say is tat i really thought i meant something to you but u jus shut me off wen you started school...Felt as if a part of me got lost somewhere..Our moments really are a thing of de past now eh?

I think tmr is gonna be one of de worst feelings i ever felt on my bday..........

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This is what Australia coach Frank Farina said about Singapore's referee,Shamsul, after he failed to award them a penalty n thus the match..

"You'll never see a clearer penalty in your life.
"If this match had been between Germany n Argentina,would you have had a Singaporean in charge?
"Not a chance in hell!!"

Thats a bit harsh dont u think?Keep ya comments to yourself next time.......

You made me look like a fool again yea...So disappointed...I do hope u noe tat it really hurts...

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So my dad came back tis morning...We got him a nice card wth our own bake cake..!So next Sat we gonna go for dinner at Outback to celebrate a belated Fathers Day n my bday!Ok so my dad dint get me anything which is de usually cause no one seems to noe wat i like...My sisters always get something from anyone who goes overseas but not me!Unfair shit..

Let me tell u something bout an incident today...I was at the Breadtalk cashier paying for an item when tis chinese lady drops her coins...Me being a considerate eurasian helped her pick up her coins...She jus stood dere,hands open,eyes not even looking at me!When i gave her de coins,she dint even smile or anything!Instead she began walking away as if i did not help her..I dint want to use my voice cause it still hurts wen i talk but i felt it was needed..In my loudest voice i said to her as she had turned ard "OH YOU WELCOME TO YOU TOO!" Fucking ungrateful bitch...Guess wen u were younger ya parents dint teach u manners...

Ok on to happier things!Oh my Goodness!I MUST get well by friday!The party is gonna be one hell of a fiesta!!!!!!!!!!!Im training myself to see if i can stand de pain..Didnt take my painkillers de whole of today...It hurts like hell now but atleast i noe my limits...kk de party!Nicholas Pat....Ryan...Rory...Nash...Ian n of course ME!Guys we are gonna bring de hse down!Right now we are discussing on Msn wat to wear n do!Haha!

Tmr im gonna go to my baby's hse cause i bought her nice shorts!Havent seen her in a long time n i guess i miss her like hell....Maybe i shd take pics of her n show u all!I mean shes de cutest thigny in de whole wide world!Kk i gotta go n continue my chat wth de guys..Ciao

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Alright so dere are like a million things i wanna write about the op n the stay at the hospital but im too damn lazy...Dint help when i had to stay a couple more days cause they found something wrong...Alright so i havent been out in a week n its kinda sucks...Ha but tat all changed!

Stayed over at Gaby's place last nite...Was suppose to be a celebration for Lynette as her bdays on Mon but in de end,my name was on the cake too! Haha thanks you all!!!Really nice n sweet n caring!Sorry i dint eat de porridge!Everything i eat now tastes like blood cause its still bleeding..Oh ya n i gotta swallow everything..It bloody hell hurts la..

Ok so everyones been asking me wat i want for my bday...Okie number 1 thing i wud like is a freaking hot girl!Even if its for one day i wudnt mind!Atleast it wud be a birthday i wont forget!Aiyoh IF u want to get me something jus get it from de heart pls...If u dont want den its fine...Ok ok ive gotta do stuff now...so ciao!

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Went out today...Had an early birthday gift from my uncle....He got me a pair of Adidas running shoes cause he noes i love to run...Pretty funky pair!

Okay on Friday nite i had a major breakdown...I mean i was feeling hot inside n it jus made me feel all tis emotions...I tink i totally snapped...Decided to go running ard Toa Payoh to try to jus clear my head n not tink bout wat was going on...Its pretty scary to go jogging in some parts of T.P...It made my hair stand at a point...

So last nite i met Nick Tay at 10pm at our usual place to play pool...Dint have place so we went to Safra which so happens to be next to my place...Wat happened next was totally madness...We played first to reach 11 will win de game...We played 21racks which took us nearly 2 1/2hrs....But it was freaking fun...

Operations tmr n i cant wait..My dad left on a well deserved holiday tis morning wth my uncle n wont be back till next Sun...Which means i can sneak outta hse but with me in tis state i guess i wud jus stay home n rest...K same details...Visiting Hours from 12-2pm n 5-8pm...Screw tis n come anytime u want...IF u want to follow de rules by all means do but if not u all can jus msg or call me before u come...I dont noe which ward im staying in so jus msg me tmr n i will tell u once i check in..
Things to do dere
1)Read my Harry Potter book(5th one)
2)Write a letter about wat happened btw me n you
3)Take pics wth everyone who will visit me(Nurses too!)

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Art lessons have been fucking tiring...I go to sch at 9am n end only at 5 or 6pm...Lunch is only 30mins n we gotta go out of sch to buy......All we ever do is draw n colour..Try doing tat for 8hrs ...So i decided to skip sch n jus rest at home...Went Taka to get my Art board n den came home first before going to town again to meet up with my old neighbour from my Towner Rd days...

We met at Cine n at first i dint noe how she looked like cause its been ages since i last saw her...But once i saw her face,i knew it instantly!Well she is de typical chinese family...Prob de first girl who saw me in my undies...We used to play alot outside our house n we sorta became best frens...But now shes super pretty!whalau way i almost died wen i saw her!So we grabbed a drink n went to jus talk about old times...Really liked tat alot....Said my goodbyes n promised to catch up agn...

"I dint forget you"
How can u expect someone to believe tat when u do nothing to prove it?

I have to check in to the hospital at 9am?!Tat is Wayyyyyyyyyyyy too early for me....Hope i have nice people to share de room with!

Brendon Out!

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Okay i shall give u more details bout de Op..Its confirmed next Mon,13June...Its gonna happen at TTSH...Okay so the main problem is my tonsils of course...I was suppose to remove it in Dec as it was planned but after a check up the doctor insisted i get it removed asap...Apparently they found some swelling n bleeding coming from one of de tonsils n it was pretty serious la...So they wanted me to remove it asap to avoid it from getting worse...

Ok i noe i may be negative towards some ppl bout tis op on how im gonna die n all but im really jus joking!I dont really care if i live or die cause its all in God's hand...But wat i wud really like is visitors!My fone wud be with me so jus msg me n i wud tell u de details!If i dont reply u den jus wait k!Im gonna make full use of my time dere by making new frens...N those who made plans to come alr DONT u dare laugh at de uniform shit thingy they gonna make me wear...

Oh goody my Bday is coming soon!I have a feeling 2 of my Aunts are gonna get me de same gift...Oh shit!

(21Days Left)

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Pretty shagged from all the activities i went thru tis past few days...Went Derek's place on Friday with the rest to play soccer n have fun in de pool...It was seriously damn shiok but all of us had bruises here n dere due to the nature of the way we played..Wat the hell m i saying?Kk

So yesterday we went to Ryan's place for one purpose,play Xbox...Eh we find it fun playing together k...Later we went to St Iggy's for mass...Once again the "Organ" outshined everyones singing...Met up wth Jamie to have some quality time but Ryan n Nick wanted me to have dinner wth em so in de end we all went out together...Dinner-ed at KFC n den went to play pool...My Boohoo plays pretty well!Reached home at 11 n had a chat wth someone....Today was soccer day...Ijtp field-Dinner-Home

Okay so was suppose to go Library today to get some Art book but it wud be too awkward if i bumped into someone.......I hate tis feeling...Ciao

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Number1)Angelina Jolie..Wat can i say?Hot hot hot!

Number2)Lindsay Lohan..Tat body wth tat face n voice n stuff!Cannot stand!

Number3)Eva Mendes...Latino heat!Damn!

Number4)Natalie Glebova...Miss Universe..Enough said.

Number5)Brenda Song..Babe from "Phil of de Future" Seeing tat white hot pants on her!Ahhh!
Heaven

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Wah i noe of this huge bitch who doesnt give a fuck about feelings man...

Okay so i went for my appointment today...Operation is on de 13th of tis month..Doc said it had to be done asap so yea....I jus wonder how many ppl will be concern about tis...I guess time will tell who really cares for me...My gosh they sent me to like 4different rooms to get all my check-ups...The best was de last part where they made me go into tis huge room to(Get tis!) watch a show on de pain we feel after any operation!Wasting my time!Ah damn lazy to blog today...

Tmr i shall tell u of de top5 hottest girls ard........Been wanting to say tis for a loooooong time!

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