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Soccer yesterday...It was raining n the pitch was wet so bound to have sliding tackles flying here n dere...Two fellas nearly broke my legs by two flying tackles from behind...Bloody bastards...I could have had my legs broken..Dumb idiots..

Since when was my race,colour,school or value of any importance when your in love?The truth is i broke up with Liz just now because her parents cant handle the fact that im not an chinese or indo or the fact that i have dark skin..My youngest sister is fair right?Its cause of de sun im dark n not cause i was born dark...So wat if i aint rich as you both?Racism or old-fashioned ways doesnt really exist anymore i thought but i guess i was hugely wrong..I cried jus now cause we were both jus talkin about the past...Im really crying my fucking eyes out n it hurts so badly..I love her n i dont want her parents to send her back to indo or for her to have a bad relationship wth them...Ive let my feelings n emotions come out in tis post...I hope my frens will comfort me somehow cause im really in the pits right now....It doesnt help that im listening to Frankie Js "more den words"...I cant continue tis anymore...i will blog when im more compose.....

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